Like This And Like

I think I am finally realizing the secret to life and maintaining a healthy relationship. Social things have been up and around, over and everywhere. Trying to figure out life without certain stimulation and the never-ending pull of the life is hard, but very doable. I hate it when people tell you to stay true to yourself. Stay true to me kicking you in the throat. Instead I like to think that all of my loves and interests and hobbies are like little flames dancing around my heart. Isn’t that a pretty visual? And my struggle thus far has been keeping all of the flames lit without have some burn out of control and the others go out.

I think all of the things I involve myself with are important. If I let things fade just to make life easier or to make my interactions with someone easier I’m not doing either of us justice. The point of me being myself and you being yourself is that when we come together we enrich each other’s lives. So instead of being really awesome and aware of some things I can be really good and aware of a ton of things. And if I keep my interests alive I’ll always have things to fall back on when social times reach a lull, or I’ll always have something to introduce to someone else.

Now my next move is to branch out and figure out more things I like to do/am interested in. I’d like 2012 to be about self discovery and building up the relationships I have right now.

I’d like to make all of my close friendships into best friendships. I’d like to make my job something that continues to inspire me. All of these things are totally doable. I’m way more capable than I let myself believe that I am.
I will be awesome and you will be awesome and together we will create leagues upon leagues of awesomeness.